Fantabulous - 12/29/09

So in order to not ruin my great mood today, Im not gonna blog =P

I READ MORE, I SWEAR I DID!!!!

You'll just have to wait to hear about it ;)

Still Breathing - 12/28/09

Ahh, Im such a liar =O

Im not going to talk about designer clothes today. Actually, this entire week is going to be dedicated to stuff like what I wrote yesterday and the day before. I realized that by admitting that stuff to you guys was more good than bad. I got a few emails yesterday, comments that were too long to post here. All I got was support. But here's another lovely picture for ya'll to look at. This will probably always relate to my life updates, just so ya'll know.

Picture This: The young girl is trying to help herself, since she knows shes not gonna get anything from her family. Funny enough, the people who were once so concerned are now denying it all. They can't handle it, and now they're gonna refuse to accept the truth. The girl knew it hurt, but she had to do it. She tries to go back on her old medicines sitting in the cabinet. Oh yes, this girl has gotten help before. But it all ended when the medications side effects almost led her to end her life. But nobody ever tried a different medication. She'd do fine without, right? Hah, nobody has ever been so wrong.

She weighs the options and swallows the pills and sleeps. And as she wakes she feels the side effects and she stops for a minute. Its about time for the morning dose but she waits and reweighs the options. Maybe, if this feeling continues, then she won't feel as guilty as she follows through with the overwhelming thoughts of death. Maybe, if the feeling doesn't continue, she'll get better. But does she really want to lose everything she has? Take that chance. She'll be called selfish after death. She hears her parents talk as they listen to stories of kids killing themselves. They're selfish in her parents eyes, and thats enough to break her down.

Shes cried herself back to sleep and skipped the morning dose. She stuffs the pills way back in the medicine cabinet and refuses to medicate herself for anything, just incase those wretched pills show up again. She doesn't know if she refuse death's call again.

Back to square one, and back to trying to fix things for herself. What to do, what to do? She thinks helplessly to herself that shes meant for this forever, and she just give up. And then she gets angry. Angry that the world can beat her down mentally and she can't bounce back. She punches pillows but gets no satisfaction. And she wonders why. And then she thinks back to why shes angry. She cant bounce back. And she ponders that thought for a bit...And then she pulls out the heaviest thing she can hold and swing and she beats herself. And shes sore and bruised and crying, but shes satisfied. Now she has control of some of the pain she goes through. And she knows its twisted and wrong, but it works. And so she continues. Shes did this before she got help. She just beat herself until she could take no more. And shes back at it again, and she almost becomes...addicted to the pain. And she thinks its better than hurting anyone else. And she leaves it at that. And she breaks a little more each time she does this. But she'll never tell.

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I dunno what tomorrows gonna bring but we'll find out together :/
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Life Updates -

Yeah, so thats some more of my story. And it'll keep coming out through the week. Maybe through writing this, I'll see a way to get help. Through writing this, you guys have left me comments to let me know Im not alone, and that Im strong enough to pull through, and that I should try to find the help, whether or not my family will be there for me. Tor said the best thing to me yesterday ---> "They say God gave us this life because we're strong enough to live it....but that doesn't mean we're strong enough to live it ALONE." And I agree completely. ::sigh::

Reading Corner!

So...like I said before...Im such a liar. I didnt read any more of Fall On Your Knees BUT, I did find it! So tonight when Im up until 3 in the morning, I'll catch up on my reading. Please forgive me, but life hit me at the worst time yesterday, and I just couldnt...handle anything for a bit. But I can tell you that I am more interested that ANYTHING to get to the point of this story xD

In My World Of Make Believe:

America is soon becoming popular for its obese people and fast food places. Ick. Sooo not what America stood for 50 years ago. The world has lost itself in convenience. We are lazy, and Im starting to think that we deserve to be known for obese people and fast food places. Wake up America, you are lazy bums who cant get off your computers and do something with your life. But in my world of Make Believe everyone is active. They make their own things, so they are constantly working to provide. The little kids make lots of friends and they are full of energy and constantly on the move. Nobody uses cars, they just walk or bike places. They prepare meals at home, all natural food, and no chemicals added ;)

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I think things come out better when I DONT plan what comes next!
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3rd section shall be some beautiful photography (:




AND THATS IT FOR TODAY!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S. - Comment on the story and on the rest of the blog!
P.P.S. - Invite others to read the blog!
P.P.P.S. - Suggest more songs!

Miserable At Best - 12/27/09

Sit back and enjoy ;)

Life is...rough. But you live it. You are strong enough to make it through another day. But its a struggle. You put on a happy face. But you're really sad. You smile for everyone. But you cry when you're alone. You keep moving forward. But you really just want to lay down and not get up. You keep up the guise. But you really just want everyone to know how you really feel. You keep your feelings to yourself. But you are silently begging with your eyes for someone to realize that you're a fraud in your own life, and that you need help. You put up a wall. But you really want someone to come break it down. You lock your heart up and throw away the key. But you really want a person who loves you enough to search for it. You are miserable at best. But you want to be happy again.

Picture This: A young teenage girl who has everything going for her. She has friends, she has sports, she has clubs, she has family. But her life is far from perfect. She doesn't let anyone in, but those few who know her well could tell you the truth. She hurts. Her family doesn't know who this girl is anymore. She is NOT the little girl who obediently cleaned her room and played with dolls. She does good in school, she has friends over, she has a boyfriend, shes active in school. But shes a fake. A fraud, an imposter. Shes a ghost in the house. An elephant in the room. Everyone knows somethings wrong, its terribly obvious, but everyone is too afraid of what could make her feel like this, and they say nothing.

Yet nothing is the worst thing they could say. She puts on her fake smile and she talks to them, and she thinks they don't know her enough or love her enough to see that its all fake. And she hates them for it. She starts to pull away. And then shes on the outside looking in and she misses everyone. So she becomes part of the family again, and she does well coping with her feelings, and she thinks shes better. But shes not.

Her mom cant be around as much as she wants. She cant go to her performances, cant go to sporting events, cant be the support she needs. And she tries to be perfect for her mom. She knows its impossible, but she hopes she can keep it up through her childhood, she doesn't want to ruin the time she has. But its not good enough. Her mom is stubborn and uses her illness as an excuse. But she puts up with it. She tries not to fight. But now her mom has been locked up in her own tower long enough, and now the little things are stressful. The little things ruin it for everyone. But shes sick, so shes excused. The girl doesn't see why she gets away with everything. There's an excuse for everyone. Her mom is sick, her sister is young, her dad is stressed with work. But her? Shes healthy, older, and doesnt work. She has no excuse. And shes tired of it.

She sits in her room and cries. Shes depressed but nobody cares enough. They tell her they'll get around to helping her, but its all empty promises and lies. And she starts to reveal her secrets, hoping that the truth will set her free, and she can get help so she doesn't have to live a lie. She explains that shes anorexic. She explains that she beats herself. Scratches herself raw. Punishes herself. Blames herself for everything. Puts too much pressure on herself.

And in the end, it sets her free, and she gets help...No, that would be a lie just like the rest of her life. They say shes in it for the attention. They say that shes a liar. They take everything away and keep her under close watch. They don't want her to spill her secrets to anyone else. Who wants a daughter who does something like that? Who wants a freak? Who wants to be connected to "That Kind of Person"? Nobody.

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Tomorrow will be a normal day! Designer clothes shall be the topic!
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Life Updates -

That LOVELY story up there? Yeah, that girl would be moi. I dont think anyone knows how hard it was to write that. Especially as if it was just a story. But I needed to let it out. Actually, Tor knows how that feels. And I have no clue how she does it. I spent about a good 5 minutes on the phone just crying. I spent a good 10 minutes on the phone just beating myself up. I will probably find a few bruises by morning, and some sore limbs. But better me than anyone else...right? Agh...I dunno :/

Reading Corner!

Yeeah, sorry guys but I haven't read any more of Fall On Your Knees. Not only am I having my own little breakdown, but I can't remember where I last was reading the book and where I placed it after words...I will not sleep until I find it tonight! And I will not blog tomorrow until I read some of it so I have something to talk about here. Sorry :/

In My World of Make Believe:

Our world is filled with polluted cities and factories. Houses of all shapes, sizes, and colors. It chaos and ugly, and NOT natural...But in my world of Make Believe they use the resources that have no use in nature anymore. Branches that fall off the trees. Animals that die of natural causes. They use things like berries and eggs and milk. They use compost piles and they are kind to the earth. They make their own things, so no use for factories. And by making your own things, you can trade, so you dont need money. So you don't have greedy people either. Everyone keeps up the land and the animals and themselves. Its a pretty place to live. The sun shines, but it rains. Its not perfect, but its beautiful and natural (:

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Tomorrow...I dunno...I'll think of it then!
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For the third section I'd like to point out my favorite band! Mayday Parade (:



Nice picture right? XD The chickens not part of the band, I promise!


THATS IT FOR TODAY!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S. - Comment with song names!
P.P.S. - Comment for fun xD
P.P.P.S. - Comment on the story, with ways you would help the girl.
P.P.P.P.S. - Invite other people to read this blog!
P.P.P.P.P.S. - If you are interested in hearing Mayday Parade songs heres a link to one of their songs, whose title is the inspiration for today's blog!

Miserable At Best

Worried Sick - 12/26/09

Welcome back my dearest blog readers ;)

So today is Saturday. And I decided that Saturdays and Sundays are going to be total rant days. So this may or may not make sense. Just know that on these days there will probably be around 3 topics covered in this section, but Im just doing 1 for today (:

I hate, hate, HATE it when you lose someone close to you. For stupid reasons! Friendships especially. Its like...you can be the two closest people on Earth and then one thing pulls you apart. Like boyfriends/girlfriends. At first you're like "Oh, this is great! They found someone for them!" And that feeling lasts for the first week or so. And then the boyfriend/girlfriend comes in and starts to hang around them when you guys are talking. They put their arm around them and then...you just see the change. They get giddy, they get distracted, they get forgetful. And you know this won't be the last time this happens. Then maybe you guys have the kind of relationship where you can joke around and stuff. Yeah, thats not gonna happen anymore. They get defensive and they call you rude. Then they start saying stuff about you to seem cool. Then you just kinda...get lower on their priorities. They try to fit in with the group of friends their significant other is in. And it works, and suddenly its not just you that they've ditched, its ALL of their old friends!

Fast forward about 3 months. Now they're calling you on the phone, sobbing and rambling. All you understand is that they've been pushed to do stuff they didn't want to, they fought, and then it was all good. Then they got cheated on for someone that would put out. And they're crushed and blaming themselves. And the friendship is suddenly worth something, and they assume you'll be there. And as much as you want to help them, you also want to point out every thing they screwed up. But you're not going to rub salt in the wounds, and you help them out in their time of need.

Fast forward another 1 more month. They've found someone new. Someone from your old band of friends. The boy-next-door/girl-next-door. They were best friends and you think that it'll really work. And you know you wont have to go through all that again. But you still hurt from the last time. Things aren't the same. They might not see the damage they did, but you felt the damage. You were the one who was damaged. And you can't forget, and you don't know what to do. And it SUCKS.

Life...ugh.

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More ranting tomorrow ;)
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Life Updates -

I've mananged to take the term "worried sick" to a whole new level. A literal level. I am seriously getting so worried about things, I'm getting sick. Shaking, headaches, throwing up. Then I cry or something and it all gets worse. A few hours later, Im left a huddled mess with a soaked pillow, shaking, a sore throat, and a major headache. And it piles up. Now I can't sleep. I was up until 5:30 this morning. I slept until 1:30 this afternoon. I can't keep this up. If this was a school day, I would've just had to be up all night and gotten ready and gone to school. I have NO clue what I'm going to do if this keeps up. I have until January 5th to deal with it...

Reading Corner!

Fall On Your Knees is keeping my attention quite well. I read it bit by bit though. Its one of those books that I have to read a little, process, and then I like to predict whats gonna happen next. Now the oldest daughter, the one that the mother couldn't bring herself to love, is kind to her sisters and cares for them and enjoys their company. Her name is Kathleen and she seems to be odd. She has a beautiful singing voice, shes gorgeous, but...she doesn't get along with the girls. She likes to play with the guys and get herself dirty and be a tomboy. And she talks to her dad as if they're best friends. Shes approaching her teen years and shes getting that teenage attitude. Hmm...interesting.

In My World of Make Believe:

Bullying. Physical OR Verbal, it hurts. And its stupid. What good is going to come out of bullying someone? A boost in your self esteem? Maybe you should go paint a pretty picture and give it to your mom to put on the fridge. Do something to boost your self esteem that you'll be proud of later in life. It happens all the time, and in one way or another, I believe EVERYONE would have bullied someone at least once if nothing more. And its getting our generation nowhere. But in my world of Make Believe nobody bullies anyone else. They are kind and settle any differences kindly and without a mean word. They talk as equals and its not one person trying to have power over the other. They encourage each other instead of putting them down. They give compliments instead of insults. They boost their self esteems by being KIND not rude. Its a great thing.

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Tomorrow I'll talk about the setting of my Make Believe!
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Today's gonna be a nature photograph! I love this picture (:




AND WE'RE DONE ;)

-Yours Truly,
Ry!

P.S. - Keep sending in song requests!

P.P.S. - Comment if you've ever been through what I talked about in the first section, and tell us your story if you wish! (IF YOU USE NAMES, USE FAKE NAMES PLEASE!)

P.P.P.S. - Comments are nice!

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Not So White Christmas - 12/25/09

May not have been a "White Christmas", but it was a good one ;)

Classic Christmas Movies. I love them! And I think they're almost as big of a part of Christmas as presents have turned out to be. At least once a year, around Christmas, I watch the classics. Rudolph, Frosty. The classics ;) And ABC Family has their 25 days of Christmas special, where they show a Christmas movie each night. I live for those (: Some of the BEST classics are:

- Its A Wonderful Life
- How The Grinch Stole Christmas
- Frosty the Snowman
- Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
- Santa Claus Is Coming To Town
- A Christmas Story

Comment on your favorite Christmas Classic!

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Life Updates -

Christmas was good, no, GREAT! Got everything I asked for plus some. New cell, some makeup stuff, Mayday Parade cd, 13 Reasons Why. AND my parents got us a Wii! And they've been against us playing video games, so this is a BIG thing! The Wii is great. But we have attachments to the remote for when we do the Wii Sports, and I was playing baseball and the baseball bat attachment FLEW into the wall! Everyone immediately freaked out and it scared me so much that I went and threw up and started shaking and going into a meltdown. I need my meds for anxiety :/ Little things make me freak.

Reading Corner!

I'm slowly working my way through Fall On Your Knees. This book keeps me pretty interested. Some parts though...I just don't care for. You can't tell me all about this guys job and how his wife wants him to die in war, and then not really make it clear about anything. You had me interested with the topic, but the details have failed me. Because there weren't enough. I obviously have a habit of picking books where someone has a mental problem. The mother of the family is so...religious, that she thinks the world is against her and she cannot love her child and actually...its kinda interesting 'cause she's almost got me thinking the same thing she is o_O. I still wanna know who the narrator is though. It doesn't just seem like the author...Seems like someone involved with the story. Still have like 400 more pages to go though, so Im sure Ill figure it out soon. Im about 100 pages in and I don't think this is even the main point of the story...

In My World of Make Believe:

Equality. Something seemingly lacking in our world. You can say all you want that it exists here...but you'll be wrong. Im pretty sure we don't treat the poor like we treat the wealthy. Our school systems are broken into social orders. You are not an equal. You try. But you won't be equal to everyone. (May I point out that the US President is NOT an equal to US citizens? Listen to Dear Mr. President by P!nk.) But in my world of Make Believe, everyone IS an equal. Everyone is treated the same. Equal opportunity. And everyone sees that you may supervise someone else in the job force, but without them there wouldn't be a need for the higher position. Everyone is important. Everyone is equal. It doesnt matter if you're black, white, gay, straight, male, female, rich, poor. You are equal. Thats all there is to it.

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Tomorrow I'll talk about bullying!
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Since I mentioned it above, I'll post some lyrics of Dear Mr. President by P!nk.

"Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?"

AND THATS IT FOR TODAY!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S. - I would love you forever if you would comment with the name of a song you really like! Im gonna make a playlist for the blog, and I want your guys' favorite songs! You're the readers!

P.P.S - Just commenting with a review is also nice (:

P.P.P.S. - If you like the lyrics, here's the song!

Dear Mr. President by P!nk

Winter Wonderland - 12/24/09

As I write this at 6:16 p.m. my time, we have 5 hours 43 minutes and some odd seconds 'til Christmas!

Holiday Traditions! I love them <3 Something to look forward to. I celebrate Christmas, but my Christmas traditions tend to take place more on Christmas Eve. Here are some of my family's traditions:

Christmas Eve:

- Everyone gets a new pair of PJ's to wear
- Hot Chocolate time!
- One single Christmas present gets opened
- Nighty night time at 10 ;)

Christmas Day:

- Wake up the house WAAAY too early xD
- Open our stockings
- Open up presents from "Santa"
- Open up presents from our family in the house (Mom, Dad, Sister, Me)
- Eat cinnamon rolls while listening to Christmas songs
- Papaw gets here and we open his presents, and the presents he brings from our aunt and uncle.
- Lunch!
- Then nothingness xD

Leave a comment answering the question: What are some of your holiday traditions?!

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Tomorrow shall be about classic Christmas movies!
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Life Updates! -

The cough has been with me so long, Im starting not to notice it. Its hurting though. I noticed that since I brought Corey around on Chatzy yesterday, my friends were blogging about the visit o_O I find this slightly creepy, but not as creepy as Ash talking about how cute he was...Odd. Very odd.

Books, Books, Books!

So out of my 8 books, I chose to move on to Fall On Your Knees by Ann-Marie MacDonald. Im only 30 pages in, but its already kept me reading. Im really trying to figure out who the narrator is though. The first part of this book is about how everyone is dead, and here's a picture of this person, and this person. Its odd...then on to the story of the mother and father of this haunted family. Only time will tell on the outcome of this, but its got me hooked, no doubt.

In My World Of Make Believe:

Perfection. Not something ANYONE can accomplish. Yet we all strive for it in our lives. We strive for something we cannot reach, and we KNOW we cannot reach it. We can fool our brains all we want, but deep down inside, we know we cannot be perfect. But in my world of Make Believe, perfection is in your own definition. You're perfect for the life you choose to lead. You fit into your life. Perfection isn't boring, its exciting. Because perfection isn't all the same. Perfection is different. Yet nobody tries to strive for it here. They know better. It just happens.

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Tomorrow I'll talk about equality!
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For my third section, I'll give a quote!

"I'm not perfect. I'm not even sure what perfect really means. To me, it's nothing. I am the perfect version of myself. If someone else tried to be me, they'd fail. If I tried to be someone else, I'd probably fall on my face. Perfection in itself is a flaw. There's academic perfection, creative perfection, perfection in looks, etc. Each one is probably unattainable, and if it is achieved, people will be jealous. Jealuosy spawns hate, and hate spawns lies. Also, people have different views of perfection. It all depends on their likes and dislikes and preferences. What one person may think is perfect, others may think the opposite. How does anyone even know what perfection is when no one has the same opinions? "

-ttkmk (From boardofwisdom.com)

AND WE'RE DONE!

-Yours Truly,
Ry (:

P.S.-Merry Almost Christmas!
P.P.S.-If you liked the quote today, and wanna look for more, check the site -

Board Of Wisdom

'Tis The Season To Be Jolly - 12/23/09

Bonjour! Hola! Aloha! Hello!

Electronics. You can't turn around with out seeing one. Especially if you're reading this blog, 'cause that means you're using an electronic to view this. But not only do you surround yourself with them, you ask for MORE for Christmas! Things like iPods, cell phones, video games, and TV's have replaced books, movies, cds, and dolls. When is America ever going to see the way its distorted tradition?! Like destroying the meaning of Christmas wasn't enough, you now have to ruin the way we celebrate it! Greedy, greedy, greedy.

My personal Christmas list:

-Boots
-Books
-CDs
-Makeup Palette. (The things one can do on rainy days with makeup)

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Life Update Time! -

OH. MY. GOSH. Necklace and earrings! OOOH MY WORD. Since I didnt ask for anything for Christmas, Corey decided to pick out whatever for my present. And I got a necklace and earrings (: Happy happy happy! Other than that my coughs still present and haunting my every move. Its now like a permanent itch in my throat, but Im still coughing frequently :/

Book Time!

So I finished Inexcusable by Chris Lynch...and I was just kinda...ehh about it. The main character Keir, raped his childhood friend. He was stuck in the fantasy and his thoughts and flashbacks were never consistent to the way the present was. He raped Gigi and almost did it again. And then at the end he just...realizes something when Gigi stops fighting and just stares. And she walks out and then he just waits for whoever comes. Gigi has implied that her boyfriend and father would deal with him. Leaves you kinda...unexcited about reading. Bleh :/ On to the next!

In my world of make believe:

Originality. A single word. But it easily describes the quality many of us lack. Many of us follow the crowd and never branch out. We latch on to what we know is always going to be there, and we live in the middle lane. Easy to make a change in any direction if something abrupt changes it. But in my world, everyone is an original. The one and only. The clothes are all made by yourself. Just like snowflakes, no two are alike. And everyone has flaws. And everyone has goals. And everyone still shares common things. But they tweak each thing until it fits them just right. Perfect in their own eyes.

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Tomorrow I'll talk about perfection!
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Today's gonna be a song! Rain by Creed! Here's a look into it -

Can you help me out?
Can you let me in?
It's safe to say that
I'm stuck again
Trapped between this life
And the light
I just can't figure out
How to make it right.


AND THAT'S IT FOR TODAY!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S. - Happy Holidays!
P.P.S. - For all of you who liked the lyrics, here the video for Rain!

Rain Music Video!

Holidays - 12/22/09

Happy Holidays blog readers!

Whether you celebrate Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, another holiday, or no holiday at all, the month of December and the Holiday Season is festive and bright for all. Its a time of shopping for goods and saving on deals. A time of cheerfulness and family. A time of good cheer and compassion. But many say that this time of year has turned away from the true meanings of the holidays, and have become to be more known for the commercial value. Lets look into the true meaning of Christmas, and what it's seen as today.

The True Meaning - Christmas is a time to celebrate the virgin birth of Jesus Christ from the Virgin Mary. The Lord coming down in the flesh and starting a life of miracles, one that would end with a death to save us from our sins.

The Meaning Now - Christmas is now seen as a time of gift giving and good cheer. Happiness and sales. Santa Claus has replaced Jesus. Christmas trees have replaced bibles. And commercial value has replaced the true meaning of Christmas.

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Alright, time for some updates from my life-

First the stomach flu, now a horrendous cough that came out of nowhere and refuses to go away! What will come next?! I have a weak immune system, so I suppose I shouldn't assume that I'll be super crazy healthy anytime soon, but I have to hope. It hurts so bad though ): I'm turning into my mom. Sick all the time. Though what my mom has is much more terrible and there's no cure. Lupus. Auto-immune disease. Her own body is going to be her downfall :/ Agh, the world in its true unfairness. And we'll never know how life would've been like with a healthy mom. I think our standard of living would be different. The clothes I wear, the way I look, the house I live in. The relationships in the house would be better. But like I said, we'll never know.

And now to the book I'm reading!

At the moment I have about 8 new books from the library, and I decided to pick out the shortest one so I can do some trial reviews. I chose Inexcusable by Chris Lynch. From what I've read so far, the main character Keir Sarafian (Loving the name) is said to have raped his best friend and lifelong love. She said she said no. He said she didn't. It seems to me that Keir has a mindset that he isn't the kind of guy to do something like that. He loved her, and I'm thinking he's got too into it. Only time will tell :/

A look into my world of Make Believe:

Friendships. Quite possibly the easiest thing to lose. One mistake, one person, one word could end it all. But in my world of make believe everyone sees everyone else as an equal. And everyone's friends. But not everything is perfect. There are flaws in everyone. Which makes this world so great. Because everyone's flaws are noticed but are not basis for ending a friendship. But a mark of uniqueness, valued in this world. Everyone understands your flaws, and if anything, wants to be your friend even MORE. If only.

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So I found this AWESOME quote, and I thought it would be a good one to use today for my 3rd section of my blog!

"If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me."

- Unknown

AND THATS IT FOR TODAY! FIRST BLOG - DONE!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S.- Comments, questions, suggestions - WELCOME!

P.P.S. - If you liked this blog (or if you didnt xD) go check these out!

Janet's Blog
Delancey's Blog
Ash's Blog

Introducing My Blog - 12/21/09

This blog will come with daily updates, each sectioned into three parts.

-Things of the Real World.
-My life and the world of make believe
-Misc. (Quotes, songs, poetry, art).

Sample of how things will go:

1st section -

Talking about the Holidays

2nd Section -

- Updates on my mom and family.
- Best moment of my day
- Update on the book I'm reading
- Friendships in my world of Make Believe.

3rd Section -

"The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart"

It'll make MUCH more sense when I do my first real blog! But its almost 1 a.m. and I'm too tired to write an entire daily blog that makes sense. And its only 1 a.m. and my day hasn't been too eventful so far o_O

Thats all for now, first real blog tomorrow!

-Yours Truly
Ry (:

P.S. - Shout out to Ash who showed me this blog stuff (: